#IKnewIWasHurtWhen my Mom abandoned me when I was one month on earth and grew up in rough patch.....no fuckn mother no fucken fatherhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">, I definately knew was hurt and things won’t go easy and my wayhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🏋🏾‍♀️" title="Woman lifting weights (medium dark skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Woman lifting weights (medium dark skin tone)">

I thought I should share with you guys how painful it is to grow without your biologicals, how things get tough etc......Let me start by saying my bio Mom was married and she had an abusive marriage and she decided to come back home when she met my father and I was made ryt....

...so she got pregnant and I was born through Cesarean Section due to her wanna go back to her marriage bcz they came to pay damages since they abused her. So after a month ndisemhlabeni she decided to LEAVE me and she actually lefr shame,,,so my granny was old(Masongo)...

...and So granny suggested anyone in the family could take me since she can’t cz mdala so my aunt(Dade bo Oledi) took me and she raised me. On my father’s side he had alt of children’s everywhere so I guess this was ryt decision. So my aunt Traditionally Adopted me cz...

...she gave me surname yasemzini wakhe and they had four other children and I thought I was thier lastborn till I noticed the age which is almost 20yrs diff with their lastborn and you know people talk so I did catch along the way I don’t belong here biologically...

...just like any other home it was warm and cold and you could feel if umama ingengowakhohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands">. Sometimes I would cry asking myself why I was actually born from the start. Ok life continued till I met my siblings from my fathers side and they were older and working...

They would make promises like they would buy me clothes etc but dololo(I understand no one owes me anything but I was child in needy) life continued till I passed grade-12 well and bare in mind inside I have alt of questions but you cannot ask in rural...

...so 2009 I went to Varsity and it started to be tough for me I won’t lie but Iv managed year in year out through God and I graduated with My Bachelors Degree and boom unemployed for years lol,,,,you start looking backwards and you realize my life was never been easy...

...you take a decision to come to Durban without knowing anyone since it was your dream City wayback. You sleep in garage for 2-days till someone noticed you and he gives you shelter at Engen Garager Russel Street in Durban. You find a job as waiter at Moyo Resturant after...

...a week because you don’t wanna giveup and you know you have to better yourself wether you have degree or nothttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">. Some clients at restaurant would promise me Jobs etc dololohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">. I got an interview somewhere in some years and I had no moola and I send DM to @AtandwaKani ....

...Atandwa hardly know me sent me R500 via eWallet and I cried cz I never received such from my mom or my father since I was bornhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤞🏻" title="Crossed fingers (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Crossed fingers (light skin tone)">. Ok life continues Through this R500 ka Atandwa I got a Job and it has not related to my Medical Science Degree but guess what I didn’t care...

So life continued and sometime lastyear around Jun I went home and I call fam meeting and I tried to amend things with my bio Mom but we last spoken in oct 05thhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">. My life mara mxm ok and she left me with many promises. Nithi indoda aykhali nhe? Nithi we should learn...

To forgive and forget but how can you forget your whole rough/tough life? Lol mxm ok so im on my own I love my life and Im happy just that this hashtag brought ne into tears shame.

If you have Mom and Dad love them and never ever forget that God Loves us all....Im out. Tearshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">

So I was never depressed, Iv never committed suicide and Im always there for myself. So to you and everyone we all have stories to tell just that we tend to sit back and lets never at each other at any point in life. Sonke sisazibaryt and sisazophumelela. Whenever...

You feel down remember I once said ksazolunga lets enjoy our lives and respect each otherhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👌🏻" title="Ok hand (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Ok hand (light skin tone)">

Love you Southyhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands">