I& #39;ve been trying to think about the aspects of my life I miss about lock down. And pretty much all of it stems from missing my partner. She only lives around the corner and we do manage to see each other occasionally (2+ mtrs apart). But the main thing I miss is...

... as odd as it is for me to say, is the life we were building together. Quite quickly after meeting Jet, my life started to change and adapt to be more aligned with hers. It& #39;s a bit odd as it& #39;s not something I ever wanted before meeting Jet. I was very happy on my own....

...and I still like being on my own. I have amazing friends and met people easily enough. I generally like choosing when I see people and when I can simply nip at a naggin while reading on my own. But I miss looking forward to seeing Jet every day. I miss knowing that more ...

...likely than not I& #39;d spend a part of my weekend in her shop or the garden above it. I& #39;m very lucky on lock down. I& #39;m very lucky full stop as I have a lot of privilege and am in a household where I& #39;m happy. Sitting here and wondering at how I& #39;m a bit upset, and I now know why.

Sorry for this thread. Know people are going through a lot worse than I am.