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i don& #39;t know what to do anymore. i& #39;m so screwed up psychologically that i really can& #39;t live a normal life anymore. it& #39;s one thing for my mental state to be bad; it& #39;s another for it to highly affect my physical state, which is what& #39;s been happening. i& #39;m fairly certain i have +
+ ocd, or something similar that would explain my germ-obsessed, ritualistic behavior. if i don& #39;t abide by the rituals, i shut down and can& #39;t think about ANYTHING else, so i& #39;m forced to just sit on my bed and wait it out. i worry so much that my hair is consistently falling out +
+ and i& #39;ve given myself an ulcer. it& #39;s painful, but the worse part is that it makes me nauseous nearly 24/7. i& #39;m very underweight for my age & height, because every time i eat, a wave of nausea overcomes me for 2-3 hours. another thing worrying has given me is tics. i& #39;ve been +
+ doing them since i was a kid, but only recently have they gotten really bad. my nose & lips scrunch, i blink really hard, i move my arms in weird directions. i look like a freak show when you look me in the face. i know they& #39;re horrible, and i try so hard to stop them, but +
