when you have a strong 1H, you end up with a lot of other house topics tying into the house of yourself, creating a kind of interference on your own understanding of who you are. you may have a larger than life personality but still struggle to know who you truly are
you end up internalizing and embodying a lot of external, not-self things that can muddy your own knowing, and you can become fixated on unpacking them all and trying to find a certain answer to the question of "who am i?" (i don& #39;t think there is one)