There is no fantasy Israel where annexation, blockade, demolitions of homes, arrests of children, extreme military violence, illegal settlement supported by the government, and killing of innocent civillians isnât happening. That place doesnât and has never existed.
I was raised as a Zionist kid in Zionist educational institutions and youth groups. Everything about my education said, âWe have a right to do whatever it takes,â which is the ethos of Israel and the ethos of American political support for Israel.
Even now, Israel will blame Palestinians. Even now, Hasbara will continue to say, âPalestinians COULD have had a state IF ONLY....â as if that âif onlyâ of accepting violence, theft, and expulsion from your home is a reasonable âif only.â
Even now, racist apartheid apologists will insist Israel is not an apartheid in the same sentence they insist apartheid is necessary â itâs not the act, or the physical reality of apartheid that bothers them; itâs word itself.
This line in the sand has been clear for decades. I donât believe that there was ever an Israel willing to cede territory or activate political will in order to create a Palestinian state, particularly as mainstream Israeli education is decidedly opposed to any such acts.
Some may point to Gaza, and with a spectrum of racism say âBut Israel left and look what âtheyâ did to it!â ignoring 1) that the Israeli military undertook physical withdrawal from Gaza because the military technology advanced so they could control Gaza without physical presence
and 2) that reannexing Gaza has always been a conversation Israeli politicians and military leaders have been willing to have - and the call to reannex Gaza swells considerably every time Israeli leaders begin to toss it about again.
Some will point to the West Bank and say, âYeah, but âtheyâ have complete control of certain parts of the West Bank!â as if thatâs not literally a series of disconnected territories surrounded by and maintained by the IDF. Bantustans in practice, and consistently undermined.
I truly do understand that for those of us raised in Zionist homes who truly believed in some liberal fantasy where things could magically occur despite decades of the contrary, itâs hard to let go of the fantasy. Itâs hard to say, âMaybe that place was never real.â
But itâs vital, VITAL work in order to be able to take steps into engaging with reality and moving towards holding Israel actively accountable. A year of failed elections only to end up with a government ready to make moves on annexation while people held their breath and put
their faith in the idea that maybe thereâs some chance that if ...? If what? I donât know, honestly. If the politician who was the military leader who led the bombing of Gaza in 2014 could beat the corrupt guy, what? I donât know. I really donât. It doesnât matter though.
I couldnât live through Israel bombing Gaza in 2008 and 2012 and 2014 without having my fantasy of the country permanently shattered. If you could but now are having the scales wiped from your eyes by reckoning with the reality of this new government, welcome. We need you.
This is where joining with Palestinian-led movements, committing to listening and following the lead of Palestinian activists and educators becomes, frankly, the only materially reasonable course of action. Even liberal Jewish groups which center the Jewish experience fall short.
Because one of the primary myths of Hasbara culture is that Jewish *feeling* about Israel is ofnutomost importance in how Israel is regarded, and far outweighs the actual lives of Palestinians, itâs important to undertake the work of centering and following Palestinians.
To set against my Zionist upbringing and my Hasbara education, here are some books and other resources that have been helpful in challenging and recalibration my understanding:
Men in the Sun, Ghassan Khanafani
https://www.amazon.com/Men-Sun-Other-Palestinian-Stories/dp/0894108573">https://www.amazon.com/Men-Sun-O...
Men in the Sun, Ghassan Khanafani
https://www.amazon.com/Men-Sun-Other-Palestinian-Stories/dp/0894108573">https://www.amazon.com/Men-Sun-O...
The Drone Eats With Me, Atef Abu Seif
https://www.amazon.com/Drone-Eats-Me-Diaries-Under/dp/1905583710
Gaza">https://www.amazon.com/Drone-Eat... as Metaphor, ed Helga Tawil-Souri and Dina Matar https://www.amazon.com/Gaza-as-Metaphor-Dina-Matar/dp/1849046247">https://www.amazon.com/Gaza-as-M...
https://www.amazon.com/Drone-Eats-Me-Diaries-Under/dp/1905583710
Gaza">https://www.amazon.com/Drone-Eat... as Metaphor, ed Helga Tawil-Souri and Dina Matar https://www.amazon.com/Gaza-as-Metaphor-Dina-Matar/dp/1849046247">https://www.amazon.com/Gaza-as-M...
Budrus, Just Vision https://www.justvision.org/budrus/watch
Naila">https://www.justvision.org/budrus/wa... and the Uprising, Just Vision https://www.justvision.org/nailaandtheuprising/about
5">https://www.justvision.org/nailaandt... Broken Cameras, Eyad Burnat https://tubitv.com/movies/321995/5_broken_cameras?link-action=play&utm_source=google-feed&tracking=google-feed">https://tubitv.com/movies/32...
Naila">https://www.justvision.org/budrus/wa... and the Uprising, Just Vision https://www.justvision.org/nailaandtheuprising/about
5">https://www.justvision.org/nailaandt... Broken Cameras, Eyad Burnat https://tubitv.com/movies/321995/5_broken_cameras?link-action=play&utm_source=google-feed&tracking=google-feed">https://tubitv.com/movies/32...
Anyway, please follow and listen to Palestinians. On Twitter, a few:
@Lamis_Deek @4noura @Omar_Gaza @wafa_Gaza @AManInTheSun @Lexialex @lenapalestina @pal_legal @Rozb7aleeb
@Lamis_Deek @4noura @Omar_Gaza @wafa_Gaza @AManInTheSun @Lexialex @lenapalestina @pal_legal @Rozb7aleeb