i have had three chem related breakdowns in one day bc i& #39;m already so stressed about other things and WOW i have never wanted to drop a class more. i just want to take it when i transfer colleges bc it& #39;s so bad online. it was bad in person but it got worse.

however if i drop it my parents will say i& #39;m giving up and that i& #39;m a failure or something along those lines and man i WILL cry bc i already think i& #39;m too stupid for this and hate myself for giving in to mental illness even tho logically i know it& #39;s being exacerbated by covid

im sorry for talking about myself so much and i& #39;ll likely delete this thread when i boot up twitter again and get embarrassed when i see how childish i& #39;m acting