"I THOUGHT I WAS THE FIRST ONE"
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a thread;
i have my boy bestfriend and we& #39;re so open with each other. one day, we talked abt his pasts crushes until he told me that there was a girl that he admired too much, that he loved unconditionally.
+++ i keep asking who& #39;s that girl but he always change the topic whenever im asking him.
+++ a year later, my boy bestfriend eventually confessed his feeling for me, and a month later im slowly falling in love w/ him too.
+++ after a few months, he met someone that secretly likes him. suddenly they became also "friends".
+++ no one knows that me and my boy bestfriend have a mutual feelings toward each other.
+++ so everyone were shipping my boy bestfriend and that new friend of him.
+++ "i was the first one who came into my boy bestfriend& #39;s life but why it seems like that its not?" - i keep asking to myself.
+++ i got a lil bit jealous when they became closer because i thought i am the only girl that he treated that way, i mean that "special" but i was wrong.
+++ little did I know that the "new friend" of him was his girl crush he told to me before.