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What hurts the most about just accepting the boys aren& #39;t coming back longterm is knowing I never got to see them live
My family never had enough money and we were always too far for it to be feasible
And now I& #39;m old enough to pay for it and travel by myself
But now it& #39;s too late
My family never had enough money and we were always too far for it to be feasible
And now I& #39;m old enough to pay for it and travel by myself
But now it& #39;s too late
And I never really say this but god I& #39;m so jealous over everyone who& #39;s had the opportunity to see them even once. And even now, people who have the chance to see all the boys in concert, especially multiple times, or get interactions or anything at all really. You& #39;re so so lucky
And I just remember every time my parents would try and get me concert tickets but we could never afford it and we definitely couldnt afford my parents taking a day off work to drive to another state and they were always on school days
And as soon as they announced hiatus I saved up for years just so I could get pit or meet and greet tickets for Louis bc he& #39;s truly saved my life and changed it for the better
I would never be so passionate about social justice issues, class struggles, or activism without him
I would never be so passionate about social justice issues, class struggles, or activism without him
He& #39;s made me feel so safe and welcomed and I cried so hard for days when I couldnt get a pit ticket and then all the other good seats were taken as well and I just gave up, thought what& #39;s the point. Then I finally got a Harry pit ticket and that& #39;s probably going to be canceled
And now everyone is talking about a type of reunion and it just breaks my heart. Bc I just know if it& #39;s a concert it& #39;ll either be in London or LA and I& #39;ll never get the chance to be able to say that I saw them. I saw them all together. In person. I won& #39;t get to say that
It& #39;ll be through a screen, like it has been since 2011. And I don& #39;t think I& #39;m more worthy or deserving of seeing them or having them notice me because I know I& #39;m not. But it still hurts. It was my biggest dream, just to hear them live. So it hurts
I don& #39;t even think I& #39;ll ever get that chance to get Louis to write me a tattoo I& #39;ve been wanting for 6 years, or even be able to see him in person, or any of the boys. I have to mature and become okay with that. Because thinking about it still makes me cry, and that& #39;s okay
Even if I never get to see them in person I love them all so much and I always will. And just because it might be over. And just because I missed my shot doesnt mean I won& #39;t love and support each and every one of them. Because I will. Always.
This thread has turned into more of a thank you letter to One Direction, so thank you. @Louis_Tomlinson @Harry_Styles @LiamPayne @NiallOfficial never in a million years will you ever see this. But thank you for making me so happy for so long. I love you all
