As someone who enjoys the company of different people every now and then, this ECQ makes me restless and anxious with my thoughts of loneliness. It makes me wonder how terrible I am at keeping up with peers and if I& #39;m even worth their time

I try to remedy this by focusing on myself with doing things that I like and want to feel accomplished at doing: playing games, working out, reading, but no, di ko maexpress sarili ko easily as before. Di na ako comfortable to talk to people right now because I don& #39;t even know-

if I& #39;m well appreciated enough to merit conversation. I wanted to rant about a lot of things, yung situation with the nat& #39;l gov& #39;t, this CoViD situation also, my situation with coping up with basically doing nothing of value, pero I got noone to rant to, not like before

I& #39;ve become reserved, inconsistent with my wants and needs in socializing, basically anxious to the point of not finding the point of expressing myself to people. I try naman to reach out but I don& #39;t feel relieved of this feeling of worthlessness, that I& #39;m just a tiny speck-

and nothing of importance to people. Maybe this thread is gonna put it to the test, but I& #39;m trying to cope with it, it& #39;s just sad that I feel of coping up with this alone. Ano nga ba talaga ako sainyo?