confession: i got mad and kinda felt that the people around me are bad influence(s).
then i realized that they& #39;re making me happy, PLUS we& #39;ve gone through so much things, AND we did our best to show honesty and transparency towards each other--
then i realized that they& #39;re making me happy, PLUS we& #39;ve gone through so much things, AND we did our best to show honesty and transparency towards each other--
++ i felt like they& #39;re a big part of every bullshit i& #39;m in. i& #39;ve been so furious of myself for i let myself get lower. and i& #39;m also mad at the fact that my friends, admit it or not, are one of the reasons why i& #39;m being like & #39;this& #39;
(lols akin na lang yung this)
(lols akin na lang yung this)
++ i thought of drifting away from them, for i have thought that they& #39;re ruining me.
but i realized that & #39;me& #39; is mine. i have my own choice.
but i realized that & #39;me& #39; is mine. i have my own choice.
++ it is my fault. only mine.
they freed me from the invisible bars that made me a prisoner of buried pain.
i was able to vent out. they let me. they listened. but i was the one who abused my right.
that made me & #39;worse& #39;.
they freed me from the invisible bars that made me a prisoner of buried pain.
i was able to vent out. they let me. they listened. but i was the one who abused my right.
that made me & #39;worse& #39;.
++ i face-shamed, slut-shamed, backstabbed, and did badmouth the people that made me feel bad. the certain people that caused me pain and worries.
it is my fault. i should have not done that.
it is my fault. i should have not done that.
++ i won& #39;t be taking all the blame. they& #39;re not saints tho lol– which made me think of putting the blame on them huhu sorry.
well anyway, we& #39;ve thrown rants at each other talking about the people that piss the fuck off of us.
well anyway, we& #39;ve thrown rants at each other talking about the people that piss the fuck off of us.
++ our tongues are sharp and we, sometimes, exaggerate things. welp maybe it is sometimes just for the sake of having fun.
but i just want to say that me and my friends may not be the perfect and ideal group of people.
but i just want to say that me and my friends may not be the perfect and ideal group of people.
we make mistakes, of course. everyone commits mistakes. everyone& #39;s a sinner LOL.
++ BEFORE I end this thread, I want to apologize to my friends for I have thought bad of you. SORRY PO HUHU.