To the people who have tried to reach me, I& #39;m sorry I haven& #39;t responded, I& #39;ve been having an actual suicidal breakdown. I can& #39;t be there for everyone cause I& #39;m barely able myself. I don& #39;t want you to respond to this. I do not need nor want support or gifs or whatever.

I just need people to know I& #39;m going through it right now, like many other mentally ill people are. I was already in a "no light at the end of the tunnel" situation BEFORE all this virus stuff started...so things basically went off the deep end from there.

I& #39;m most active on here, so obviously if I& #39;m posting or RTing, I& #39;m alive. I will try to not do my usual delete and ditch without warning. Old habits die hard. But I& #39;m not remotely okay.

I& #39;m muting this thread. I don& #39;t want comments.