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okay so um- i don& #39;t usually make serious posts like these unless something is wrong and nothing is wrong right now but i just really wanted to talk to my mutuals about something ive been thinking about for a while now.
so.. i know most of you have seen that i havent been very magnolia lately- yknow happy, horny, cheery, ect. ive been extremely depressed lately and im sure its from quarantine but still, being on this app isnt making it any better. no matter what i do.
i feel so... confused when im here, like i don& #39;t know what i want or who i want to be even though i absolutely love my interactions with mutuals and my interactive posts that art shitposts... but theres just something there that& #39;s like- keeping me from being happy.
i don& #39;t know if it& #39;s me, if it& #39;s twitter, if its life, anything like that.. but i think the best place to start in working through this is just to leave for a few weeks.. might even be months, but that& #39;s okay. it& #39;ll be okay.
im tired of pretending that im fine and making tweets to help me cope with what im feeling, and i never know how to actually reach out to anyone... i don& #39;t know what to say when i feel like committing s word, i don& #39;t know what to say when i feel like c wording...
i don& #39;t know who i am, what im supposed to do, what i WANT to do... i just want to relax.
i don& #39;t know how most of you guys are going to like- take this.. but yeah. if i don& #39;t come back then um... i don& #39;t know, man. ill try to come back to see all of you again.
i don& #39;t know how most of you guys are going to like- take this.. but yeah. if i don& #39;t come back then um... i don& #39;t know, man. ill try to come back to see all of you again.
i really do love you guys, i love the relationships i have with everyone and how funny everyone is and how much you all make me feel something, but i need a break.. a long break. ive been through a lot.
idk how to end this thread but.. i love you guys? i don& #39;t know how im going to detach myself from this app but ill do my best.
